The World's a Stage n we Actors......

I have written complete abstract or sheer reality and daily life of a clueless guy. the abstract part would always be a part although to maintain the decorum of this forum i have kept it devoid of all profanity. my daily life seemed to have end at my college. people wondered or wanted to find how i found office life , because i was not the first one to explore college life and it's adversaries. office is not a life, there will be few incidents which i may find good to share but then that is not office life. now that i don't have much left in bag , i believe i have to bring in more characters and the short journeys along with them.

it's been long really long.... since i have stepped into my domain... since my last post there have been lots of changes in my personal life.... many have complained ,i'm no more the guy i used to be... alas i have no answer to them.... but to return to my roots..... it's a funny thing when we want something so badly ... and when the thing comes with not much effort ... because the all the linger and lust seems not so hard and bright... it makes the thing look just another part of your daily dose of usual life... time and time man has questioned and answered ... what is more important the goal or the journey... i am no different ... because all this while you never thought but just when you have it.. you think .. is this what i wanted? ..you're unsettling mind seems to ask and doubt more questions than it would ever... the void gaps in mind which felt the urge for the thing become even wider when it is right in front... it seems like every post of mine has a  confusion...

hmmm.....heavy sighs followed by paused thoughts...then a confused seek up the skies and a roll back of the head....again a short sigh with a shrug of the head trying to clear the bleak memories from past..... Yes what has it come to...... don't have time for friends , family , hobbies ,tv ,movies wont say computer because that's what i'm pretty much hooked to 24x7 but still lots of things.... but more importantly no time for self assessment....retrospecting all that has passed...ok agreed this is bit of an exaggeration from a cluttered mind. Whats changed is frankly my way of living or ro be more literal talking.Nowadays i think and talk, I'm concerned more of the reply.It's like you formulate such a statement that invites least confusion and offense.I know people do say professional life is different but then it slowly inculcates even in general life. Another major change over what I feel is doing.Now I want to do things that have lots of meaning to it meani...

Ok this post is not that archaic .The final paper of VTU was simply amazing.I have never found myself this happy while writing any paper.Especially the final moments when you know this is it. I have no clue what i've written in the paper,all i knew that our 4 years of engineering was good enough to write something and something meaningful. The final bell rang and our hearts rang even louder.Everyone burst out with joy and laughter. Some still discussing the endless possibilties they could have achieved in 3 hours. Leave them aside,It was our time who relished those  4 years of not only college life but it's facets and fallacies. For those who felt proud of all those internals and VTU papers, their sweat and blood put on for sleepless nights. Lets even get credit for people who spent their time composing Inspiring Messages and spreading tbe word and will. For all of us..........Relive the moment.....It shall never come..........

This is more like me and prav talking.Seven battles we've fought unarmed but fearless and gallant.We have been weak at brains but never at will.We have rode unto every battle with undemeaning chivalry. The final battle marking the end of the war.We have never foreseen the unseen and never have vexed our minds. But maybe this time we needed to Walk Tall ,see ourselves Broad Shouldered marching out of the battlefield. Unfazed by the strength or weakness by our enemies,We the Brotherhood stood one. For the last time we hailed,We shall not give in,today is the day we stand,today is the day we fight,today we celebrate our freedom.--Freedom from the shackles of daunting books and papers.

So the trip was really enjoyable.Dont wanna put a comparison between which trip was good or which was better.Who was responsible for the failure or success. Just that we enjoyed infact we extended our trip.It would be the last of ML Trip but certainly not the ML people. They shall re-unite in time and cherish the good ol days.Incase you dont catch us till then,then it's good morning,good evening and good night from the ML Brigade. And the final VTU battle awaits................

I know what you're thinking.It's nothing like that , it's infact the good ol friendship stuff. If i write explicitly in the title no one would bother to read it. I remember my hindi sir telling it takes 2 hours to write something and 2 days to give an apt title. In this modern era there is only one thing that interests everyone controversies, gossip ,all the masala put in together.Anyways I'm deviating a lot. How do you make friends? I might have asked this earlier...take it as a refresher... Yeah yeah i know i know....you cant make friends, you become friends.But again how?? Most of you will be like, whose bothered how now that we are friends.Put aside similar interests,likings , all the rational logical astute observations.Could it be some kind of destiny thing.It hardly sounds like me but then i have changed over time,I have started keeping my views open to every single possibility. Let me put a more real situation, what if you knew each other all the way a...

i know it sounds like the famous cliche to be or not to be. I remember one particular instance tht is Inzamam-Ul-Haq's(Pakistani Cricketer) interview,not the morphed one.But when he was given out for obstructing the field. He said last time i was given out for not touching the ball and this time i'm given out for touching,i just don't understand the rules. Same is the case in life ,it's not at all necessary the same action to result in same result(bcoz it's not physics). People who say learn from mistakes , ask them what do we learn, is it really in our hands?? Mysterious ways of life especially dealing with human nature. I have figured out that there is only one right word:                                                    ...

Well we're now placed people with a respectable amount of credentials and about to be an engineer. So have we missed something....o yes,college and college life, this mundane world has made us it's victim. The whole class was pumped up with plans for outing,parties, everyone wanted to live their 4 yrs in these 2 months.It was decided that the ML Brigade will have it's one last trip,the seal to all umpteen memories we've left back in the 4 years. It's a trend of ML that no matter when or where we are going,we need to have long hours of discussion,round table meetings, well most of them resulted futile but we enjoyed it. So it was decided we'll leave for COORG.There were lot of repercussions before and after and ever so it's like better if we come to the point.

Sorry guys taking a detour bit out here. First of all sorry bhaiya that i couldn't make it.I don't wanna put things in balance of which was more important and which was lesser.All i could say is i really wanted to.......... Congrats on the marriage.Although i am still in a fix that what should be the wedding date because it ran thro 29th night and 30th midnight-morning.I think they can celebrate their anniversary all thro 29th night till 30th morning.Don't wanna wish u the clumsy cliched wishes ,hope u celebrate ur platinum-titanium n all other pricey gems anniversaries. Just enjoy,Keep smiling and chill ;-)

I never had heard of any company called Qwest. Our placement cell had kept 70% agg so i tht it be good .Only when we came to write we realised it was 60% . Anyways my aim was job.Luckily i cleared the written round. I was anxious,nervous ,excited ,fearful(can't say confident) but most importantly desperate. My interview didn;t go tht well, it was like 50-50 for me. As soon as my name was called ,my eyes bulged out n heart was pounding wit joy. Boy i remem my walk to home,It was like a hanger was stuck to my mouth n i never felt so light.

So we had no project and to add the to misery no jobs.We were told by our placement dept tht our dept so called MEDICAL ELECTRONICS wasn't allowed by most of the companies. We all wer dejected as all of us had worked hard and wanted to get some job.I tht why sit n crib all time when u have so much time to enjoy. So i hit wit my family to Rajasthan.It was a nice but extremely hectic trip for me. We went by flight to jaipur then next day jodhpur by bus the same day udaipur by bus ,whr i came to know tht companies wer allowing us n the placement dept scammed us. So next day we left frm udaipur to mumbai  by train n then the same day to bangalore by bus. In 5 days i had spanned across 5 states. I rechd bangalore and had accenture next day so went thro the placement bible RS Aggarwal. Sadly i didn't clear then i sat for HCL which again i didn't clear so i was amidst doubt within myself. But still i didn't lose hope n worked harder.

So me n bar were like these anxious dogs who expected chicken and got bones. So thanks to akbar's power n fame we got hold of another project.Well not completely, the project given was supposed to be given a year back. Tht project had many entrees n exitees.Lets not discuss tht. hmmm....so with the same zeal now 4 of us wer thr and we went to IAM Institute of Aerospace Medicine and got some extremely crappy project. But wht we wanted was the shining certificate. maybe some ppl had some other intentions also but anyways we just prolonged the meetings and discussions. And the inevitable came.We were thrown out of the project.

it was a long long time ago when my cerebral processing completely stopped. I mechanised my brain into robotic neurals and fed it with 2 instructions. STUDY HARD----->>>>>GOOD JOB MONEY------->>>>>>BETTER LIFE It's not like i regret or anything. It was my decision rite or wrong ,dnt knw,but i stuck to it n was able to do it. I haven't sacrificed or anything like tht. I used to meet my frnds, hang around , social conducts wit family all wer thr.I had just changed my priorities. I had got a project frm the seniors. Well it had a deadly title.AUTOMATED LIMB LIFTER. and i made it more deadlier,ALL-IPAC-M1 as AUTOMATED LIMB LIFTER  USED IN INTRA/POST OPERATION WITH ADAPTIVE CONTROLLED MONITORING. Anyways the biggest excitement was there was BAR wit me.BAR refers to Akbar-most renowned person in MSRIT ML history. So i tried spending most of my time for the project,Intent was to get hold of technical knowledge but i realised end of the day.P...

Enough of me trying to elude people with my sabotaging mysterious titles. I have been reading Prav's blogs,just giggling about the few things.  How rite r ppl when they it's easy to make friendship and extremely difficult to maintain one. I have an important commitment basically my best friend's marriage and i am clogged with this training stuff. i am clueless what to do.n btw sorry for the lingo i m using,it's just tht i m too busy ;-). The point is,i question myself , what is most important in life? and u feel it is money. Everyone says family but at the same time u say i want to see my family in the best standards of living,u dnt expect tht to happen by itself. If thr's a meeting colliding wit some family occasion,u'll opt for the meeting bcoz u dnt wanna fall behind in this money race.Family is a part of this money race to take ur mind off or maybe some recreation. enough of Gyaan , at present i just wish somehow i attend tht wedding.

Working big time now. Will return to blogging once i'm done with my project.

I think for the first time I've taken up some precise topic to discuss about. From the beginning i was never concerned about how will it happen.I was always considered about the scenario when the world knows it's going to happen. Then later on i even put forth a situation where in the earth has a re-birth and then what would happen. It's very obvious there'll be chaos and panic all around if such a situation does prevail(touch wood may it not,i have my own personal vested interests).If there is time most people would live their dreams or whatever. The biggest question is IS IT THE END? All the hard efforts put in by billions of people would fade away. All the artistic sculptures,engineered wonders,sweat bathing milestones and blood taking achievements,it'll all vanish,will remain as faint memory if few people live through all this. The animal and zoology federation will be angered if i don't mention something atleast. Obviously all wild and tamed flora and fauna...

I have this strange theory of mine.Actually many have proposed and proven.I just wanted to have that feeling of achievement. Everything in this world has a matter and an antimatter to it.It's like in simpler terms if there is good so there is bad. The point is both complement each other and without any one identity it's meaningless. Now when i say this i extend to every possible thing.There is no such thing as good or no such thing as bad.Some actions had pleased people yesteryear and they named it good and the opposite as bad.It's been forwarded on to generations and generations and our mind has adopted this concept over time. Now let me be clear i can't be sure of this mind theory,it's a highly debatable topic.Do you control your mind or does it,I have no clue. But let's keep it simple that we simply do stuff. Now the LHC-Hydrogen collider machine ,the most expensive machine known to man till date,itself is built to find particles involved in creating the univ...

With so many Go-Green and Environment Friendly Programmes going on,even i slipped into their shoes(not exactly) and gave a thought. I don't think it was a very long time when the vast lands were coveted with lush green terrain, the vast oceans sparkled in lime,the ravishing blue skies scenting fresh air while the moon smiled its way. I would consider earth to be in it's utmost glory at that time.Woo! what a sight that had been.Today such admiring views merely remain a wooden portrait hung on cemented walls. Once this is what mother nature was,our lands to live.Today they have transformed into exotic locations or an excursion.People go on trips,then take pictures and post them on net claiming to have done a remarkable job by visiting such places. Little do they realise it is they who have brought such despair to mother earth. Today if i ask anyone was it possible that instead of changing the ecosystem to our needs we should have tried fitting in?Most of responses would be why w...

Ego,basically an act of excessive self pride one would say.Better to put it as an act that offend people in some way mostly through pompous or arrogance. But somehow i feel there is an enticement in this ego.I simply categorise them as 2. One is which is completely shielded as in, all your talks would bounce back.It is futile trying because they do not heed you.They become a rejected part of society.They are always in this notion that they possess some mystique characteristics.They feel it is far below their dignity to socialise with other beings.Anyways they end up having a small group of theirs and later on....who cares....chuck them. Now coming to the actual enticing egoists.They have an extremely charismatic effervescence .Somehow with their attitude also they keep everyone interested. I somehow get attracted to such kind. Because it might be the challenge,the challenge to bell such people,that,lures us. These people most of the times naturally possess shruggy characteristics or ma...

All my posts land up with personal incidents or should i say how i view those happenings. They are sometimes in a spur of moment or some realised over time. One day all of a sudden i felt a jolt right in the brain.I could sense there is something really not right. This feeling was strange because usually i am this left-brain guy who has all thoughts rationalised and processed then with the delay the reaction is produced or some time tailor made. My friend keeps mentioning "It's a long ride and you're always alone".I felt the exact same that no one's there to care for you.I am the one who says " Trust is built on a great pile of bricks and it won't shatter that easily".But the first time somehow everyone had deserted me in a way. The best part was i didn't know what the reaction was supposed to be.I mean it's not like there is something supposed to be,it should be instantaneous.There was a lull in mind for some instance.After working some com...

Worlds within the world or a world of worlds. I have subdivided the world into three forms of living namely unknowing,knowing and nature. The Unknowing The world most of us live in,the most dominating and self dependent world. It's not like we don't know anything and are just living for the sake of living.We provide the major conduct for all functions. We are basically the link to every event that had taken place in history and will still provide all the support for future.The major factor making us different that in someway we are characterized by the materialistic stuff.Attitude clashes makes us fire on stakes of real dignity. We are not actually so much so dignified by our strengths rather we empower ourselves on weaknesses of others. We try make things complex and baffle ourselves.Sometimes i feel creativity is churning into stupidity.But the fact remains we carry the instincts of social beings. We spread happiness and try give everyone a chance to smile. The Knowing The wo...

Today i don't putforth some observation or theory.It's not even a question to all because only person can answer this. I can't say that everyone must have experienced such a phase in life but i can say everyone would maybe once give a thought if they come across. Infact i don't have a clear word to describe.I could say it would come close to goal,aim or an achievement.I don't know but from past few days i have this emptiness haunting me inside. I am sure it is with this way of living or conducting. There are spurs of moments when i know what i want to do but don't know how. On the contrary sometimes i feel this is not the thing i want to do. It's not that both situations exist simultaneously but maybe to resolve one of the situation i recall the other. I think this is gettin bizarre it's like these terminator series ,"what goes around comes around". It's like to convince myself,i say i think this is the wrong path and maybe i should've...

I am sitting on my spinning chair browsing online.I have tv remote in hand and just browsing through channels ,nothing interesting on the regular trps .Suddenly a spark strikes in the brain,CARTOONS.But the opposite response strikes balance "Aren't We Old".This isn't the actual questioning running it's "Aren't We Old In Others Point Of View" or "What will Others Think". A decade back there was no response,completely ignorant of all the prescribed age barriers for a form of creativity. Err, I am sorry if i had offended some people who had " PRE -MATURED' of their age.But i am lucky i didn't. There are innumerous questions from logical,philosophical,rational,moral,social,civic and every point of view. Just because it's your age to trot around girls/boys doesn't mean you have to forget those video games,hot wheels,barbie dolls. Having a feeling for the opposite sex is a natural phenomenon.It shows the beauty of nature.I...

Fear,technically known as phobia. Everyone have fears but the question is ,It is completely psychological. Could it be just a clot in our mind like a spur of the moment. Different fears have different theories and different approaches. It's a well known saying"Health is Wealth".Generally for most health disruptions, mental upsets is the cause or stimulus. By being fearless ,man is mentally strong and maybe could save his life someday. But this fearless along with it bornes arrogance and casualness. We come to once again a point of quantisation. But the fact remains you can't be fearless as well as fearful at same time. Maybe most of Fear or Non-Fear comes natural to us. Don't think so much just take a chill pill.

The Pen flows on papyrus Like a wound full of blood and pus Richly chambers,diplomats wield In trenches dirty,soldiers bleed _Praveeen Sripad "Broken Pens Need to be Reforged" "The Pen in hand with ink still fresh but the hands won't move"

Everyone needs to be sometimed someone they themselves don't approve of.Actually circumstances build up and our complications add to the misery leading to masking. The world is equally balanced with the courteous,blant,thoughful,insensitive and equally opposite characteristics. The point is sometimes people impersonate so well it's dificult to judge them. But if one could be observant of some things he would find a peculiar thing about characteristics. One needs like a assesment programme ,you see how that person behaves in difficult situations. Difficult situatiions are the one where they might lose their temper. Another way could be constant nagging about something not to the extent that it might irritate like hell.In such circumstances anyone could act indifferent of themselves. The "MORALLY GOOD ADVICE" would be be yourself and blah blah. I say be someone atleast closer to you or keep a very good cover. "An action is a Crime when it's caught"

Just posting one of my futile time observance theories. It's like suppose two people are in talk and suddenly another one interrupts so the conversation changes abruptly. It's not that the third one is unknown or not that friendly with these two. But these three together as a group haven't discussed much so it enters like a bit uncomfortable zone. All these while when the talks are running, all three are waiting for one to leave so that the situation eases out. Just observe and infer yourself.

I have to admit that i was born in a well financially stable family.By God's grace there haven't been major money problems. But i sometimes wonder for all the poor people,extremely poor just able to meet the mere survival needs.We all have our own cup of advice for matters relating to job and all. Majority say that life gives everyone a fair chance to come up in life. But the fact i have come up with is that we have never let these poor people. Even back in history we had caste systems,americans had racial discrimination,romans had different classes. Of course now everything ,unlike those times ,have changed but then other things have erupted. The people who are the actual doers ,you could say toil all day,in modern times it's called labour force,are paid the least.On top of it they have to survive in the same aura with others. For eg.commute for them is using govt transport which is either sometimes time reckoning or mind reckoning.Living standards become a major problem. ...

Actually i was reading across one of friend's blog and came across this. Many at times people when aiming for their goal on their way they miss these small joys. There are many of these debatable questions which are completely unanswerable. This is one of them.But ultimately there has to be a good balance.Again what is this line of balance.In my opinion everyone should draw their own line and be around the line. The whole point is to be satisfied.We should accept the fact it's difficult to live other's live. Everyone has their own story.Each has has one's own mind to weave. I would never discourage anyone from trying something.But nevertheless don't be disheartened if you didn't achieve.Be happy about the fact that you tried. You took the courage to try something that others might have not. NOTE:-When i talk of such things i always intend morally,socially and civilised good things. The most important thing of all change is only needed when it's for the bette...

wooooow !!!!I am entering the most dangerous territory.Here all you said could be smashed right back at you. Today i won't give religion the divisions or mention any of the ones followed. I am giving religion an art of living status.Here religion is itself a culture for living. We all must have pondered about our evolution,our purpose of existence and many more mind boggling questions.Finally we found an answer, this life given is short and we need to make most of it.Rightly so because most of times discussing such things turn futile or hostile. Like all previously mentioned stuff ......"WE ALL HAVE PURPOSE"...... "DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ALL OF US IS WHO HAS FOUND THE INNER STRENGTH UPTO WHAT EXTENT"........ we shall proceed with MY PROPHECY(sounds like some action packed movie). I have a belief there is a force controlling us.I feel this force sometimes react to my thoughts.It's not one of those when you are deeply inclined towards one notion so all happpening ...

I've been yapping enough philosophy already.Let's come to this real world.It's going to make you succumb more the ready you are to. There needs to be a fine balance between all acts.Like i previously mentioned "do not overdo stuff".This rule follows in every aspect of living. The greater or lesser we do turns things ugly.But the nature in and all is balanced when wholly integrated.For all the positives there are negatives. Even out of this world the whole cosmology follows this rule. The word's Antimatter.Just making an Analogy with this. All the scientists are still discovering to the very existence,purpose for this evolution by finding antimatter and so on.Similarly every human inside is a mixture of matter and antimatter.When we have drawbacks ,we also have our strengths.The difference between us all is who have discovered their strengths upto what extent. I am again turning complete philosophical but then i find this is the most beautiful language of expre...

When humans evolved there was nothing he was carrying mentally or physically with him. People might like to differ on the evolution of human race.But then going by basic sciences i have come to this conclusion. Food,the most primitive need,became the most important neccesity.As the humans found more of their own kind they began to socialise.From here on aroused the social conduct,manners,ways to present yourself in society etc. Sometimes this world makes you make feel there are other things which are only important.They become ignorant of basic principles in society. What i feel is the manner of conduct is the most important aspect in society.It doesn't matter if you aren't the wittiest or smartest chap around. It is this facet what makes you a better human being. From now on try socialising more.Do not over do it just enough to keep the aura around you amiable.

After some period of recuperation.I gathered my nerves and put to thought processing. What was i running after pure money,false pride,cheap popularity etc etc. It was like this mind was cluttered with "What are the best things in world" rather than "What's best for you". End of the day you know what you have achieved,what have you contributed,what exactly is your status. Just living under a fallacy or putting a veil won't change the self actualisation. It's the very famous cliche" All the immaterial becomes materialistic". People Call themselves Unlucky??? 1/6 th of the world don't have 2 meals a day. 1/2 of the world are living on a 2$ basis per day merely affording to eat. The very basic amenity that was needed a billion years ago,is needed, will be for billion years to come,they are being deprived of. What should these people do?Crib all their life.... If you are not upto the standards set by you then strive for it. The happiness and p...

It's a very true saying " All's well what goes well".All the realisations come in life when things are not right.This all started in the month of march. Suddenly found things totally out of my hand.It was like a thin line of happiness and breakdown drawn.And abruptly the line moves below your feet without even warning you. My friend had demised in front of me.I could feel the helplessness gutted in me. In that recovery suddenly my uncle passed away.It was a total shock because he had a healthy living and wasn't aged. Just to add to the misery my third sem results had come and i failed. NERVOUS BREAKDOWN INITIATED!!!!

I was completely dejected after my 12th results.Somehow I had raised myself and decided to prove the mend the odds.With great dificulty i managed to get hold of medical electronics in MS Ramaiah in Bangalore.I didin't have a clue about this field.If i reveal the whole journey to this it would turn a ordeal. So let's forward direct to my first steps in college. I was all excited on this new venture.Moreover determined to do all the IDEALISTIC stuff one could've imagined.I tightened the laces and toiled in the hard fast race. I mingled with many peolpe to increase the span of communication.I used to participate things and lot's of stuff.All was working quite fine too. The only thing was I DIDN'T ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING.

Here i am sitting in front of screen wondering how to start off.The mind's clogged with mixed thoughts.It just wants the perfect start to put things on track. But then what's perfect? Great philosphy, well understood by the well , none understood by most. Or is it flow of those glamorous words just to keep the sparkle on the dry content. Poetic onsong,Gossip,Fiction,Paparazzi,Sports,Facts and what not. But i thought i would just share my journey with u.Why? Good Question It's just that suddenly i have found life more meaningful.There are things i felt different.There were some catalysers to help my thoughts broaden.I felt maybe i could change's one thinking. So here i am, a late start but then will make it a worth it.