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Today i don't putforth some observation or theory.It's not even a question to all because only person can answer this.
I can't say that everyone must have experienced such a phase in life but i can say everyone would maybe once give a thought if they come across.
Infact i don't have a clear word to describe.I could say it would come close to goal,aim or an achievement.I don't know but from past few days i have this emptiness haunting me inside.

I am sure it is with this way of living or conducting.
There are spurs of moments when i know what i want to do but don't know how.
On the contrary sometimes i feel this is not the thing i want to do.
It's not that both situations exist simultaneously but maybe to resolve one of the situation i recall the other.
I think this is gettin bizarre it's like these terminator series ,"what goes around comes around".

It's like to convince myself,i say i think this is the wrong path and maybe i should've chosen something and then if that isn't working then i feel i don't know the way about it.
I have no clue whether i am lost amidst mirrors or lost on a busy highway.
As Of Now This Is Sayad Rameez,The Lost Spec,on July 7th 2009 ,Just Going Through The Motions,Over And Out.

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  1. Parvez ShaikhJuly 26, 2009 at 1:06 PM

    I think you're a little muddled up with your thoughts. However you have this ability to keenly observe small details and make a statement.

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